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by Luke Hawley

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andhedrew This album seems to be growing. Every few months, another couple tracks show up, like magic. Other albums don't do this. I don't understand why it keeps growing, but I love it. (Also, it's just a killer album by one of my favorite artists. Sad, soulful, and beautiful) Favorite track: Appear/Disappear.
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1.
When I can't sleep I don't count sheep Instead I try to recall where all the things I've lost might be But I never can After all I'm just a man Who's bound to forget more than he'll ever understand Aren't we strange machines Human beings? Aren't we strange machines You and me? When you dream It always seems Like I've wandered off and you cannot find me But it's in your head All that fear and dread And I'm right where you left me asleep in your bed Aren't we strange machines You and me? Aren't we strange machines Human beings? Bones and blood and hair and skin And the multitudes within Aren't we strange machines Human beings? Aren't we strange machines You and me?
2.
When you talk about star dust And how it's in all of us The picture in my mind Is so pretty I could cry And when I mention Jesus Christ I know how you roll your eyes And if I'm telling you the truth Most days I do it too And you and eye Don't see eye to eye On loads of things But you and me Can both agree That to believe in anything Is a helluva thing So you play the scientist And I'll take the alchemist You can measure what we see And I will read the leaves And then when the sun is set We'll lay our bodies into beds Our skin covering ghosts Knows dark matter matters most And you and eye Don't see eye to eye On loads of things But you and me Can both agree That to believe in anything Is a helluva thing Of course it's never quite as easy as I think And we both may find ourselves awake Asking what all of this means And it may be the voice of God Or it may be nothing at all The answer is the same We're here because we're here because we're here We're here because we're here because we're here We're here because we're here because we're here We're here because we're here because we're here
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If life's a joke I've always hoped the laugh behind It is divine And we've just misread the room And what's the point Was not the point at all It was too small And the laughter was the truth Is it a joke to be alive? Is it so serious to die? It seems to me The truth is always somewhere in between But here's the problem What I want is to believe With all my being In a sure and certain path A guarantee That all the choices that I've made Will lead me right Like life is only simple math Wouldn't it be nice? If all the wrongs and rights We clear to me? Instead of always somewhere in between When I was young I only wanted to be old Though I am told The opposite is true But when I am old I want to say I've loved it here All of these years And I'm not worried that it's through Most times they look the same Tears of joy and tears of pain But it might be That they are always somewhere in between
4.
What is this ache Threatening to break my heart in two This tender skin I've been living in can feel it too Might be a change in the weather Might be I'm losing my mind I find myself a beggar Bartering with time But the trouble with time is The line that it flies Is straight and true And it don't give a damn About all the plans I have with you And there's nothing we can do Heaven's sake If I could only take this life with you And run it back You know that's exactly what I'd do Might be impossible to promise Might be a vow we'll bend But let's swear our love's forever And that there is no end But the trouble with time is The line that it flies Is straight and true It's part of the deal That the love that we feel Is tinged in blue And there's nothing we can do Of course a shortness of breath Doesn't always lead to death And though life is hard And the earth is mostly just a boneyard It's pretty in the sunlight
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I would know you In the darkest dark Your slope and shape Your neck and nape And the slow sound Of your steady breath The lovely scrape As it escapes We appear We disappear We appear We disappear But while we're here I will know you in the darkest dark I am trying The best I can To hold this life Both loose and tight But my mind can't Quite keep it straight My touch is light My knuckles white We appear We disappear We appear We disappear But while we're here I am trying the best I can Take a long look At the things you love Don't be afraid Don't look away They'll be gone on Before you know Nothing made Fails to decay We appear We disappear We appear We disappear But while we're here Take a long look at the things you love
6.
I’d like to say I’m sorry in advance For all the mess I’ll leave you with from all my best laid plans I always thought I’d have the time Though counting minutes has never been a strength of mine Now you’ve got a basement full of things And a barn that’s part repaired and missing its beams Stuff you’ll never even use When all you ever wanted was time for me and you So burn the barn Set the house on fire And we’ll retire Earlier than planned I know a man Who’s got a place up in the woods I’ll bet we could Stay there for a while So burn the barn And set the house on fire All of my best wishes come too late I’ll hope your birthday’s happy but I won’t recall the date My head is full of useful stuff But most times I cannot find the thing I should be thinking of All my resolutions seem to fail I don’t make them to end of may and still I always bail I have managed only one When I promised that I’d love you until my days were done I keep using all these words To say I’m sorry for the things that I cannot seem to do As if I might convince you that some future me will finally treat some future you the way I’ve always wanted to But the truth is I’m as busted as that basement full of useless things and all I’ve really got to offer to you is all these stupid songs I sing
7.
Yesterday afternoon I realized All of my favorite friends are gadflys Buzzing in my ear Asking why we're here While half of my head is philosophic The other side's staunchly catastrophic Running around town Shouting the blue skies down Saying the good old days were never good I heard a sermon preached on Thomas Said it wasn't the doubt that kept him honest He was desperate to believe In things he couldn't see I got to thinking I'm a lot like him An optimist caught in skeptic's skin Hoping everything is fine Despite the warning signs Maybe the good old days were never good But we saw the world the best we could You know I love my indignation Righteous or not, that warm sensation Spreading across my skin Boiling to the brim So you let me spin like a top on fire Cursing and squealing like an amplifier Until I bust another fuse And surrender to the news That the last few years have been real bad You wait me out ever patiently Biding your time to remind me Of all the things I've got That I've conveniently forgot Til you put your hands upon my cheeks And I almost believe love could calm the seas You look me in the eyes And the panic in me dies Maybe the last few years haven't been so bad I just lost the line on all I had And you say Let yourself off the hook Let yourself off the hook now darling I know you want to do it all by the book But you have to let yourself off the hook sometimes
8.
People are people too Just like me and you From the tops of our heads To the foot of our beds People are people too You seem to think they're not You seem to think they're not You treat them like things And now human beings But people are people too Of course it's the same for me Of course it's the same for me It's hard to admit But I often forget That people are people too So then what can be done? So then what can be done? Just what do we need For us to agree That people are people too People are people too Just like me and you From the tips of our tongues To the air in our lungs People are people too People are really strange People are really strange We do what we won't And believe what we don't But people are people too Sometimes they drive us nuts Sometimes they drive us nuts So we try to negate With our labels and hate But people are people too Time here is really short Time here is really sort Let's make up a plan To be as kind as we can Because people are people too People are people too People are people too
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I keep trying not to care about the things I cannot change Bu it remains My resolution every year And though I'm tired of being angry I keep shouting myself hoarse Which of course Makes it difficult to hear All the ticks and all the tocks From all the hands on all the clocks And the clangs of all the bells From the time that always tells Me that the world is fading fast And the future will be past Before we know But maybe this year will be different and I'll be wise enough to know To just let go Of all the things I cannot change And I'll finally find a way to just sit still and pass the time Reminded Of what's lovely and strange Like the January thaw Or that woodpecker I saw Or the buds bursting from trees That soon will turn to to leaves Until the time again next fall When the trees will drop them all Before we know I'll be gone before we know it, life it passes in a flash And back to ash Our bodies wash out to the sea But before all of that happens I resolve to my best To address Just what could use some change in me Less preaching and more prayer More tenderness and care Less judgment and more love Less worry about stuff More attention to what's dear Because it all will disappear Before we know

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released January 28, 2021

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